Tonight, like every week, I get to spend 2 hours in the presence of my ex husband while we attend Boy Scouts.
My Angel card was "See Only Love." Forgive & release anger & hurt.
My daily meditation from Holy Shift was "Should I wait in chains which have been severed for release, when God is offering me freedom now?"
and from Miracles Now, #38 "See the Tormentor as the Mentor."
"Whenever your 'tormentor' gets under your skin, instead of rushing to defend yourself or mount a take down of whatever they've said, take a moment to breathe deeply. After 3 long, deep breaths, say to yourself, What can I learn from this? Open your consciousness to receive guidance on what can be learned from the situation."
"If something is triggered, then something needs to be healed."
So begins another day of working my forgiveness plan. I will sit still, see him surrounded by bright white light & say my prayer to forgive him & to forgive myself.
I know the answer is always love, even when that is the last feeling I want to share with him. Every day I take small steps toward love.